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volume2 // 2012

Hulya Avsar

Let's chase the dragon

Kate Bush - A Coral Room

Kate Bush

MP3: Kate Bush - A Carol Room

There's a city, draped in net
Fisherman net
And in the half light, in the half light
It looks like every tower
Is covered in webs
Moving and glistening and rocking
It's babies in rhythm
As the spider of time is climbing
Over the ruins

There were hundreds of people living here
Sails at the windows
And the planes came crashing down
And many a pilot drowned
And the speed boats flying above
Put your hand over the side of the boat
What do you feel?

My mother and her little brown jug
It held her milk
And now it holds our memories
I can hear her singing
?Little brown jug don't I love thee?
?Little brown jug don't I love thee?
Ho ho ho, hee hee hee

I hear her laughing
She is standing in the kitchen
As we come in the back door
See it fall
See it fall
Oh little spider climbing out of a broken jug
And the pieces will lay there a while
In a house draped in net
In a room filled with coral
Sails at the window
Forests of masts
Put your hand over the side of the boat
Put your hand over the side of the boat
What do you feel?

The devil

Antony and The Johnsons - The Crying Light

the best xmas gift

MP3: Antony and The Johnsons - Epilepsy Is Dancing [removed at request]

selda

Beach House - Used to Be

Beach House - Used To Be
100/100
harun seni seviyorum
MP3: Beach House - Used to Be

kylie die

Pride

kissy

Joe Orton

Joe Orton

4 my love

MGMT

Stephenhero - 58th star

Stephenhero

He's so sexy!

MP3: Stephenhero - 58th star

You are my 58th star
You know you are, you know you are
You light up the night
You know you do, you guide me right

You are the heavens above
The planets surround
You are the north, the south
The circle around which
All brightness spins
You pull it toward yourself
You are the firmament
My source of strength

You are my son, you are the sun
My 58th star

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by the sea

Paul Nicholls married!

Paul Nicholls
Paul!

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wowowowowow

Brett Anderson - Blessed

album of the year

MP3: Brett Anderson - Blessed

Brett Anderson - Wilderness

Brett Anderson
best album of the year

MP3: Brett Anderson - Funeral Mantra

Emmanuelle Seigner & Brett Anderson
aşkımla barıştık şu 1 gerçek ki ben ona doyamam

MP3: Emmanuelle Seigner & Brett Anderson - Les Mots Simples

pride

Yasemin Mori - aslinda bir konu var

MP3: Yasemin Mori - aslinda bir konu var
birilerifarkındabirilerifarketmediodabunugörmedibudasanahiç yetmedi
beniterketmedibenibırakıpgitmedi

Sam Sparro - Black & Gold

Sam Sparro

MP3: Sam Sparro - Black & Gold

I wanna be next to you

Paul Nicholls

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MP3
: The Magnetic Fields - The Book Of Love

Paul Nicholls (born Paul Greenhalgh on 12 April 1979) is an English actor. His earliest role was in the BBC drama Earthfasts, but it was his character of Joe Wicks in EastEnders, which he played from 1996 to 1997, that first brought him fame. Following this, he appeared in City Central as PC Terry Sydenham from 1998 to 1999.

Recent TV appearances include the 2003 BBC adaptations of The Canterbury Tales with Julie Walters, as notorious art thief Adam Rice in the final episode in series 3 of Hustle and the lead role in the 2004 6-part BBC miniseries A Thing Called Love.

Film appearances include World War I drama The Trench (1999), Trevor Bentham's adaptation of the 1776 play The Clandestine Marriage (1999), Nick Love's Goodbye Charlie Bright (2001), If Only (2004) and Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason (2004).

His first significant stage role was as Billy Fisher in a 1998 production of Billy Liar at the Bush Theatre, London. His West End debut was as Edmund Tyrone in Eugene O'Neill's Long Day's Journey Into Night at the Lyric. Subsequent London stage appearances include Vincent in BrixtonRoyal National Theatre and a return to the Lyric in Festen in January 2005. He was due to play a leading role in the Donmar Warehouse's 2006 production of Phaedra, but had to withdraw with a severe throat infection. at the

Nicholls' latest television role was as Terry in Channel 4's Clapham Junction, broadcast in July, 2007. This hard-hitting drama depicted 36 hours in the life of several gay men and was shown as part of a series of programmes commemorating the 40th anniversary of the decriminalisation of homosexual practices in the UK in 1967.

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dull_flame_of_desire

Paul Nicholls
MP3: Bjork & Antony - Dull Flame of Desire
I love your eyes, my dear
Their splendid sparkling fire

When suddenly you raise them so
To cast a swift embracing glance

Like lightning flashing in the sky
But there's a charm that is greater still

When my love's eyes are lowered
When all is fired by passion's kiss

And through the downcast lashes
I see the dull flame of desire


video

dagger

because I feel blind because I feel blind

Paul Nicholls

MP3: Hercules & Love Affair - Blind

As a child, I knew
That the stars could only get brighter
And we would get closer
Get closer
Oooooh

As a child, I knew
That the stars could only get brighter
That we would get closer
Get closer
Leaving this darkness
Behind

Mmmm-mmmm
Oooooooh

Now that I'm older
The stars should lie upon my face
When I find myself alone
Find myself alone
Oooooh

Now that I'm older
The stars should lie upon my face
And when I find myself alone
I feel like I
I am blind

Feel it
Feel it
Feel it
Feel it
Like I am blind
I am blind

I wish the stars could shine now
For they are closer
They are near
But they will not present my present
They will not present my present

I wish the light could shine now
For it is closer
It is near
But it will not present my present
It makes my past and future painfully clear

To hear you now
To see you now
I can look outside myself
And I must examine my breath and look inside
Ooooooh

To see you now
To hear you now
I can look outside myself
And I must examine my breath and look inside
Because I feel blind
Because I feel blind

I feel it
I feel it
I feel it
Like I
Like I'm blind
Ooooooh
The movie will
Mmmm, and feel it
Oooooh, I feel it
Feel it


Paul Nicholls

Grizzly Bear + Feist - Service Bell

all those beautiful boyz

Paul Nicholls
MP3: CocoRosie - Beautiful Boyz
born illegitimately
to a whore most likely
he became an orphan
oh what a lovely orphan
he was sent to the reformatory
ten years old was his first glory
got caught stealing from a nun
now his love story had begun
thirty years he spent wandering
a devil's child with dove wings
he went to prison
in every country he set foot in
oh how he loved prison
how awfully lovely was prison
all those beautiful boyz
pimps and queens and criminal queers
all those beautiful boyz
tattoos of ships and tattoos of tears
his greatest love was executed
the pure romance was undisputed
angelic hoodlums and holy ones
angelic hoodlums and holy ones
all those beautiful boyz...

valentine's day

MP3: Magnetic Fields - The Book Of Love

Geoffery Chaucer's Canterbury Tales adaptations continue on BBC One next week with The Wife Of Bath, the tale of an affair between an ageing actress and her young costar. Digital Spy took time out with Paul Nicholls, who plays bed-hopping charmer Jerome in the drama, to talk about his role.

Do you see similarities between yourself and Jerome?
“Jerome is far more carefree than I am and, even though he is an actor, he seems to be more interested in the things that it brings him rather than really enjoying the job. That ’s not like me at all. I’ve always wanted to be an actor and it’s really important to me.

"When we first meet Jerome, he’s the baby of the show. He’s got fame and money and an excessive lifestyle. He wears designer labels and has an expensive haircut – the whole works. That’s something else that’s not like me. I like a few of his things, but I would not have the bottle to wear some of the gear he has – all that silver jewellery – I ’d get filled in! For him, it works."

How wild does Jerome's lifestyle get?
"He’s probably had more women in four years than most people have in a lifetime – and he’s still only 22. He’s sown so many wild oats that now he’s beginning to realise he just can’t go on like that. He’s just using these girls for sex, just like they are using him – and an excess of anything gets boring.

“For Jerome, having sex with a girl is just like having a cup of tea and he does take advantage of his position. I’ve seen people like that, who have girls surrounding them all the time because they are in a certain show and they’ve got the front to take advantage of that.???

So you've never fell into those ways?
“I got into a year-long relationship while I was working on EastEnders: I didn’t cheat on her and I didn’t see anyone else. Some people on the show were paranoid about things ending up in the papers and there was such an interest in [it] that I really took all that on board and watched what I did. Then, when I left the show, I’d go out and I’d drink and I’d do crazy things and I’d wake up the next morning and think, ‘Who did I speak to last night? What did I do?’ When it all came out it in the papers, it was a relief in a way.???

.. and now it's behind you?
"I stopped drinking – I don’t touch anything now. I’d had enough of it all, but I don’t regret one bit of what happened because it was my path and I’m all right today.???

What's it like to be working with Julie Walters?
“I pinch myself every day. Julie is the best person I’ve ever worked with in my life – so funny, so brilliant. I’ve had such a laugh on this job, I really don’t want it to finish."

The age difference between the two characters is more than thirty years. Why do you think people tend to have a problem with these age gap relationships?
“I don’t see it as a problem. But I suppose people who make decisions in television or film – the money men – must be scared about it for some reason. Maybe it is just because most of them are men. They know that men don’t mind
seeing an older guy with a younger woman, but they don’t know whether people would want to see it the other way round.

“I think everyone I’ve ever been out with has been older than me. Not a huge gap, though. I think girls are definitely more mature anyway and, in my eyes, they are so strong. They can see through men – they can read you like a book, even when you think you’re being so clever. Men are a lot more vulnerable than women – or maybe it ’s just the relationships I’ve been in! A woman can spot my weaknesses and use them, if she wants to use them. Hopefully, you find a nice girl that wouldn’t do that."

valentine's day

- Could you first give us a little introduction of yourself, a little biography ? How did you start making music ?

- I�ve been making music for years, I suppose. I didn�t get signed until I was 25. I was signed by Polydor. I�ll be 30 in May so I was kind of a late starter, not making music, but in getting any kind of recognition. It�s something I always did, I didn�t even think of it. I kind of gradually realised that it is possible to have a career, to earn a living doing this, but there is no great master plan, you know. I just did what I did and it�s good in a way that it took a long time to happen because I think, by the time my work was released, it was already quite mature. I wasn�t going through the first, second, third crap album to make a good one. It was quite straight forward

- Still-life sounds more organic than your first album. Did you work with a string orchestra for that ?

- No, I used a quartet. I think an orchestra can work, but it can also, there�s a balance that sometimes seems a little bit too possibly pompous or showy in a kind of a Tony Bennett way. I didn�t want it to be that. I wanted the record to be intimate. It is a lot more organic than the first one. The first album, I think it was overproduced. I like the sound of the album, but I think I spent too much time in the studio, a year and a half is too long. It cost a lot of money. It�s better now, I mean, I wouldn�t have that kind of a budget : I spent 400 000 pounds on the first album, that�s a lot of money. Now it is the same freedom but I have 3-4 months to make a record on a budget, I�m happy with this record.

- As an Irishman, you seem to go in a melancholic style instead of folk, like Brendan Perry does.

- It�s kind of strange, my musical influences wouldn�t be Irish. They�re not very Celtic, very slight bits of Celtic mythology that you may filter through �cause I was born there and I grew up there, but musically I would have been more influenced by European writers. It is melancholic but it�s more guttural than intellectual. I try not to intellectualise the music too much because that could make it very cold sometimes and very contrived, whereas this album feels more like, uhm, I was listening to a lot of Burt Bacharach, Dionne Warrick-Bacharach songs. There�s a warmth, certainly in Still-life, Stillives the song, that�s what I was listening to at the time. A lot of Tim Buckley. Find records that are honest without being too self-analytical to music.

- Listening to your albums I feel influences close to Leonard Cohen. Did you look for that, or is he one of your bigger influences ?

- I didn�t look for it, but I listen to so much Leonard Cohen that I�m surprised I didn�t sprout his head on the side of mine. I listen to a lot of Cohen and he�s an influence, not just in song but in the way he is and has been and his sense of humour and sobriety. He�s not precious, he�s good about his work, he�s quite generous with his spirit, I think, in interviews I�ve come across with him. The only thing I�m really precious about is the actual work not the surrounding stuff. Success is fine but stardom doesn�t really make people any happier or makes them better people. It makes some people want to be them and other to want to hang around them but I seek simplicity, I live a simple life. It�s quite isolated in Ireland, but it�s not in a depressing way.

- You did Cabaret with Françoise Hardy. How did you come to work with her and is there anyone in particular that you would like to work with ?

- Well, I�m trying to get Kate Bush out of retirement but I think I�ll have more luck in finding a squirrel in the champs elysees that hasn�t been run over. It�s difficult, but we�ll see. Françoise came to a black session I did 2 years ago and she asked me to write some songs for her and I didn�t have anything suitable at the time so I asked her to sing on the War on France. That was really it.

- Talking about your influences we know that you�re a big fan of Japan.

- I�m a big fan of David Sylvian, I was a fan of Japan. They were a little before my time. I was quite young when they were knocking about.

- You had the drummer playing with you, how did you feel about it?

- It was great because I was having trouble finding a drummer who would understand subtlety and Steve drums like a musician, he drums like someone playing piano rather than playing an instrument in a rock way. So the fact that he understood the subtleties of the songs he came from that world, he was the right person. I approached him ,sent him the first album and demos for the second he said he�d do it. I didn�t know he�d tour or join the album, so I said do you gig ?

- Is there a special place in the world where you�d like to perform ?

- Not really, I�m enjoying this tour but I�m not comfortable on stage most of the time. I�m getting more comfortable with it but it�s a lot of attention. It�s like when I was in Brussels the other night doing a gig, I said to the audience how are you and someone said, how are you ? how do you feel ? I said : how would you feel if you�d find yourself in front of five or six hundred people staring at you ? It�s quite daunting but you just have to sort of make yourself like it, it�s part of the process you have to do, you have to do that.

Paul Nicholls
Perry Blake

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Clapham Junction

Paul Nicholls
Forty years ago this month, Parliament passed the law that would decriminalise homosexual acts in England. This week, Channel 4’s commemorative season of programmes reaches its peak with Clapham Junction, a one-off contemporary drama that follows the interwoven stories of several gay men. Yet despite the normalisation of homosexuality in those four decades, Clapham Junction still presents its characters as struggling against discrimination, prejudice – and even violence.

“The theme is how people perceive homosexuality and how they react to it,” says Paul Nicholls, who stars alongside an impressive cast that includes James Wilby, Rupert Graves and Samantha Bond. The film is directed by Adrian Shergold – whose last project for Channel 4, Low Winter Sun, won this year’s RTS award for best drama serial.

“Going about his day-to-day business, my character Terry is just a normal guy,” continues Nicholls. “He lives with his nan and looks after her – his mum abandoned him when he was a kid. He goes to this gay club, picks someone up – and then commits a hideous act of violence against this guy. It’s like, where did that come from?”

Terry’s attack starts a theme of violence that touches every one of the main characters. There’s Julian (Wilby), a buttoned-up closet case with an unsuspecting wife; Will and Gavin (Richard Lintern and Stuart Bunce), in the middle of celebrating their civil partnership; and Alfie (David Leon), a pretty – yet vulnerable – young thing.
Kevin Elyot, the film’s writer, also wrote the celebrated 1994 play My Night with Reg on gay themes. These days, he can be found adapting Miss Marple stories for ITV. The plot that unfolds in Clapham Junction – drug-taking, infidelity, abuse, casual sex, shame and guilt – doesn’t paint modern gay life in a positive light.

“I don’t think this is a moral lecture on anything – it’s a story that Kevin’s come up with and it’s got to be how he sees his world sometimes,” says Nicholls. “And I saw it where I grew up: there was one gay bar in Bolton and it had bars on the windows because people chucked bricks through them. People called me gay because I went to acting classes.”

In today’s world, viewers may not recognise Clapham Junction’s focus on homophobic violence. And, aside from civil partnership, the film shies away from other topical issues. Gay men meet on Clapham Common, but there is no mention of the cruisy internet sites that have made such outdoor rendezvous close to obsolete. Characters take cocaine – but not crystal meth, the drug that has blighted many gay clubbers’ lives over recent years. And there’s no discussion of gay men’s changing attitudes to safe sex in the light of more effective HIV treatments.

But Clapham Junction’s world is one that Elyot feels is worth portraying. “You only have to look at the statistics. It really is a bit of an eye-opener,” he says. “There are approximately 20 cases of homophobic crime every week in the London area alone. School bullying is also a big problem.”

Elyot recognises, however, that “issue-based” drama runs the risk of coming across not as story-telling, but as a lecture. “This film is absolutely not that, and I can’t bear being lectured at by any piece of art,” he says. “I never, ever – I hope – point the finger. There’s nothing worse than sensing that the writer feels a bit self-righteous. You tend to get that with quite a lot of the writing about Iraq, for example.”

One technique that Elyot uses to keep viewers engaged is to subvert expectations – not least of the middle-class, largely heterosexual dinner party that provides the backdrop for the second half of the film. “Subversion is important because I’m perverse,” he says. “If you create a group of characters who seem recognisable, but then they do something that surprises, alarms or even delights you, that’s the way to make you think.”

Many gay men, of course, would point to subversion – from Boy George to Graham Norton – as their greatest cultural contribution over the last 40 years. What Elyot’s film makes you wonder is whether traditional homophobia, in the shape of violence and discrimination, will subvert cultural progress over the next 40.
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